yep - thanx, dickhead. for unsettling Group today w/your self-perceived 'impeccable' words. for causing many of us to scramble out the door to safety, fleeing your disrespect & insensitivity. you definitely pissed me off, coming against the one who does her best to help us sort things out. sure, she's not perfect, but NONE of us are, including YOU, you self-centered psycho. (i know name calling isn't helpful, but it still feels good to get it out. which is why i'm not very good in an argument.) ; )
unforgiving & uncompromising, you exhibit a pathological need for order & reason - which is highly unfortunate for you, because that's just. not. how. life. IS.
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but my tears . . . were another thing entirely. i used to cry at the drop of a hat; now i barely ever cry at all. so it puzzled me - 'why now?' & 'why this?'. & as i headed home, i searched myself for answers.
the first, most obvious thing, was that your outburst was creepily reminiscent of losing battles i'd been in before. wars where reason has no place or value; fragmenting your opponent is the ultimate goal. it unnerved me more than i realized, once i got to thinking about it.
so yeah - thanx for that too . . . imbecile.
but what really got me was the damage you inflicted on my fragile, innocent 'friends', many trying to recover from people much like you. the tears in their eyes were what caused the tears in mine; the fact that you hurt them, hurt me.
congratulations, muttonchop. you pretty much cleared the room of over a dozen wounded people, just so you could have your say.
feel better now?
likely this will band us together, stronger than ever - while you, wrapped in your painstakingly chosen impeccable words - can enjoy the delicious reality of your paranoia, for indeed, we will be talking about you.
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